Write the letter that you always wanted to, but never did.
Hello, I will never forget you or what you have done. All I can say is I still love you. I still love you so much that I don’t think I can ever be over you. I’ve been gone from you for 2 years now. I miss you so much all the time, your smiles, how you laugh. I miss us and everything about you. I try to write back to you but it never seems to get through you. I have also been diagnosed with cancer. I’ve decided to give you the letter I never should have given. It wasn’t easy but when it all came together. You are gone. You are in a grave next to your brother. I’m writing this because of me.
I will miss the way you made me so mad at you. I will miss how you would always have my back. I will miss the way you always knew how to get it out of me. But I also miss the way you left me a message sometimes. And the one when things were good I missed the most. I missed your voice so much, I could have never dreamed you would hear me sing this again. As I write this I am crying. It’s not like we didn’t have our share of differences between ourselves. But it will all be better now that you are gone. I don’t need you anymore.
I’ve lost everything, you were gone for 2 years this time. I don’t understand why you took my last name. I know you took it because you thought you were a real man and that you never would have lost me if you didn’t want to. Now that you can you take it from me. I miss you so much and I can still dream of you. But I was always too scared to fall in love when I lost you. Now I’m ready, I feel like I didn’t do right for you and I hope that it wasn’t the best decision I have ever made. I wish that this wasn’t what has to happen but I can’t control it anymore. I love you so much and I know that I’ll always miss you because of this. But I will be happy that you were happy. I hope you can find peace now.